Falling out of Wonderland

For the first time, I feel numb. As my life slowly twists and turns out of control, I am feeling nothing. It’s like emotional anisthesia. So what? I have stressed out and stretched myself too thin. Spin, spin, spin. The clock keeps ticking, ticking. The emotions and pain is coming back. Is this what it feels like? Am I dreaming? How do I wake up. Fall, fall, fall.

I’m falling out of Wonderland.